<3 Kings of Leon.

I should be sleeping but I’m not. Grrr boys.

I’ve been working a lot.

Yay money.

Can’t wait for this shitty election to be over so I can have a life again.

I need fucking ice cream. With Kerri.

And camping. With beer. LOL.

Soooooooooooooooooooon, the house will be all mine.

I’ve waited and I’ll wait some more
Won’t see me knocking on another door
But all this is crazy and amazing
There’s only one half of us that I’m saving
So I’m praying just to let it go
Watch from a distance just to see you glow
Seven hundred places, seven hundred faces more

If you just walked away,
What could I really say?
Would it matter anyway?
Would it change how you feel?
I am the mess you chose,
The closet you cannot close,
The devil in you I suppose
Cuz the wounds never heal

But everything changes if I could,
Turn back the years if you could,
Learn to forgive me then I could,
Learn to feel

Sometimes the things I say
In moments of dissaray
Succumbing to the games we played
To make sure that it’s real

But everything changes if I could,
Turn back the years if you could,
Learn to forgive me then I could,
Learn to feel

When it’s just me and you
Who knows what we could do?
If we can just make it through
The toughest part of the day

But everything changes if I could,
Turn back the years if you could,
Learn to forgive me then I could,
Learn how to feel and we could,
Stay here together and we could,
Conquer the world if we could,
Say that forever is more than just a word

If you just walked away,
What I could really say?
And would it matter anyway?
It wouldn’t change how you feel

I just wanted to tell you I miss it.

I’m not coming back
(Forgive me)
I’ve done something so terrible
I’m terrified to speak
(I’m not calling, I’m not calling)
But you’d expect that from me
I’m mixed up, I’ll be blunt
(You’re driving me crazy)
Now the rain is just washing you out of my hair
And out of my mind
Keeping an eye on the world
From so many thousands of feet off the ground
I’m over you now
I’m at home in the clouds, towering over your head

Exactly.

At least my headache went away after laying under a pillow to block everything out.

It can be very freeing to turn off your monitor and phone…that whole out of touch thing is awesome!

You overcompensate for your own inexperience…

I keep burning my fingers
In attempt to rekindle the flame

I am in love with a movie.

This movie gives me hope that there is a match out there for my goofy, dorky, awkwardnessness.

UNLOCK THE DOOR, BITCH!

I love smoothies. And finishing my route. Early.

Mmmm.

Blizzard updater needs to hurry the hell up.

We’re gonna see Nick and Nora’s Infinite Playlist tonight!

I told them to bump me up to 245 minutes on Monday so we’ll see how that goes.

So lately I haven’t been updating with more than lyrics.

I’m exhausted by everything these days, and it’s really frustrating.

Between Grandpa, and the computer, and my parents, being sick, and life just coming at me faster than I expected, I’m really run down.

Like, I feel so lame being 24 and so utterly exhausted all the time. It feels like work/sleep/work/sleep/work, etc.

And I hate talking about it because it feels like I’m whining. It’s not my intention to whine, it’s just I don’t think people understand the extent of it. Most of the time I barely have the energy to pull myself from my chair to my bed.

I got a new computer courtesy of some really fantastic people in my WoW guild . I’m excited, no more facing walls in raids. Full settings, no lag!

Now once I get the chance to build my strength back up, I’m gonna be set!

I’m thinking I might take a sick day tomorrow. No specific sickness, just a general needing to rest to get my stamina back.

Soon though, soon my life will be great again. It’s just another one of those cycles I need to hang on through, because I finally know what is worth hanging on for.

I love Lady Antebellum!

How bout baby
We make a promise
To not promise anything more than one night
Complicated situations
Only get worse in the morning light
Hey I’m just lookin for a good time

Just talk yourself up
And tear yourself down
You’ve hit your one wall
Now find a way around
Well what’s the problem?
You’ve got a lot of nerve

So what did you think I would say?
No you can’t run away, no you can’t run away
So what did you think I would say?
No you can’t run away, no you can’t run away
You wouldn’t

I never wanted to say this
You never wanted to stay
I put my faith in you, so much faith
And then you just threw it away
You threw it away

I’m not so naive
My sorry eyes can see
The way you fight shy
Of almost everything
Well, if you give up
You’ll get what you deserve

So what did you think I would say?
No you can’t run away, no you can’t run away
So what did you think I would say?
No you can’t run away, no you can’t run away
You wouldn’t

I never wanted to say this
You never wanted to stay
I put my faith in you, so much faith
And then you just threw it away
You threw it away

You were finished long before
We had even seen the start
Why don’t you stand up, be a man about it?
Fight with your bare hands about it now

I never wanted to say this
You never wanted to stay well did you
I put my faith in you, so much faith
And then you just threw it away

I never wanted to say this
You never wanted to stay
I put my faith in you, so much faith
And then you just threw it away