Exactly.

At least my headache went away after laying under a pillow to block everything out.

It can be very freeing to turn off your monitor and phone…that whole out of touch thing is awesome!

You overcompensate for your own inexperience…

I keep burning my fingers
In attempt to rekindle the flame

I am in love with a movie.

This movie gives me hope that there is a match out there for my goofy, dorky, awkwardnessness.

UNLOCK THE DOOR, BITCH!

I love smoothies. And finishing my route. Early.

Mmmm.

Blizzard updater needs to hurry the hell up.

We’re gonna see Nick and Nora’s Infinite Playlist tonight!

I told them to bump me up to 245 minutes on Monday so we’ll see how that goes.

So lately I haven’t been updating with more than lyrics.

I’m exhausted by everything these days, and it’s really frustrating.

Between Grandpa, and the computer, and my parents, being sick, and life just coming at me faster than I expected, I’m really run down.

Like, I feel so lame being 24 and so utterly exhausted all the time. It feels like work/sleep/work/sleep/work, etc.

And I hate talking about it because it feels like I’m whining. It’s not my intention to whine, it’s just I don’t think people understand the extent of it. Most of the time I barely have the energy to pull myself from my chair to my bed.

I got a new computer courtesy of some really fantastic people in my WoW guild . I’m excited, no more facing walls in raids. Full settings, no lag!

Now once I get the chance to build my strength back up, I’m gonna be set!

I’m thinking I might take a sick day tomorrow. No specific sickness, just a general needing to rest to get my stamina back.

Soon though, soon my life will be great again. It’s just another one of those cycles I need to hang on through, because I finally know what is worth hanging on for.

I love Lady Antebellum!

How bout baby
We make a promise
To not promise anything more than one night
Complicated situations
Only get worse in the morning light
Hey I’m just lookin for a good time

Just talk yourself up
And tear yourself down
You’ve hit your one wall
Now find a way around
Well what’s the problem?
You’ve got a lot of nerve

So what did you think I would say?
No you can’t run away, no you can’t run away
So what did you think I would say?
No you can’t run away, no you can’t run away
You wouldn’t

I never wanted to say this
You never wanted to stay
I put my faith in you, so much faith
And then you just threw it away
You threw it away

I’m not so naive
My sorry eyes can see
The way you fight shy
Of almost everything
Well, if you give up
You’ll get what you deserve

So what did you think I would say?
No you can’t run away, no you can’t run away
So what did you think I would say?
No you can’t run away, no you can’t run away
You wouldn’t

I never wanted to say this
You never wanted to stay
I put my faith in you, so much faith
And then you just threw it away
You threw it away

You were finished long before
We had even seen the start
Why don’t you stand up, be a man about it?
Fight with your bare hands about it now

I never wanted to say this
You never wanted to stay well did you
I put my faith in you, so much faith
And then you just threw it away

I never wanted to say this
You never wanted to stay
I put my faith in you, so much faith
And then you just threw it away

I never did what you said that I did when I was gone for so long
You did what you said I did when I was gone
I never said what you did was either right or wrong
It’s wrong you dreamt of him

I been spendin’ way too long checkin’ my tongue in the mirror
And bendin’ over backwards just to try to see it clearer
My breath fogged up the glass
So I drew a new face and laughed
I guess what I’m a-sayin’ is there ain’t no better reason
To rid yourself of vanity and just go with the seasons
It’s what we aim to do
Our name is our virtue

I’ve been finishing routes lately at work and it makes me happy.

I feel like I’m coming back, the real me.

I think between the less stress, and the new job, and losing weight, and being active in the sun, it’s making my brain function a little more normally, whatever that is.

Sushi tonight nom nom nom.

He inspires me to better myself, although I’m not sure it’s intentional. Which, I suppose, is part of it.

Mutiny is coming, and I’m at the forefront.

The title says it all.

This town is colder now, I think it’s sick of us
It’s time to make a move, I’m shaking off the rust
I’ve got my heart set on anywhere but here
I’m staring down myself, counting up the years
Steady hands, just take the wheel
And every glance is killing me
Time to make one last appeal
For the life I lead

So, the job is going well. Tuesday and Wednesday, I walked probably a combined total of 14 or so miles. Way more than my pitiful body is used to, but nothing I can’t handle. Today I had class to learn how to read the actual meter, which is more complicated than I realized, but still not rocket science.

Got some new Red Wings, haven’t worn them yet. Giving the blisters a chance to heal before I give my feets new blisters.

Need to go to Verizon tomorrow and get my sweet new discount for being employed where I am.

Not sure what to do this weekend. Chill with someone(s), certainly.

That’s all I got really